DuNnO..~~

i really dunno whether ** gt read dao the xue hai dat i ask ta to read or nt... sometimes i really dun understand ta.. n sometimes i really dunno whether me in ta de eyes is how de...haiz...damn fan!!...no full concentration on anything nowadays...im selfish? ya..i agree.. i dun wan to be alone?? ya... although sometimes i hv fei n kei wif me..bt i sumtimes need u too...but whenever i need u , u always rite by kum n sm side...i know u cant fulfill wat i wan..nvm..i really hv nothing to say...i hv start the game but i dunno how to end it...n it might causes me GAME OVER!!

最親愛的~~~~

沒開口問的 你忐忑反駁
從你的語氣裡聽懂了
不自然的歉疚代表什

麼前座的線索 忍住的顫抖
還想揣摩如果開往他的門口
謊你會怎麼說

最親愛的最後 最遠離了
最美好的最後 最是痛了
我寧願你是對的
傷人地拉扯 不如哭著自由

最親愛的最後 最遺憾了
最該走的最後 最難轉身
我真的被愛過了
你才要我先割捨
不是嗎 親愛的

越是抱緊你 越感受裂縫
最害怕的終於成真了
決定卻比想像中還沉重

我多想相信 你也不捨得
否則那些陌生簡訊聲震動了
你怎麼還沒走

最親愛的最後 最遠離了
最美好的最後 最是痛了
我寧願你是對的
傷人地拉扯 不如哭著自由

最親愛的最後 最遺憾了
最該走的最後 最難轉身
我真的被愛過了
你才要我先割捨
不是嗎 親愛的 ＯＨ～～

最親愛的最後 最遠離了
ＯＨ～我寧願你是對的
傷人地拉扯 不如哭著自由

最親愛的最後 最遺憾了
最該走的最後 最難轉身
我真的被愛過了
你才要我先割捨
不是嗎 親愛的

hOm3woRkz!!

damn..damn..damn..so many homework...hello!! im nt god la...cant finish it on time...bm la..english la..maths la..moral la...n bla bla...luckily..i hv time to do..or else...i die...kakaz...as usual...today my group gt presentation for bm...im nt really okie dat time...bt still get it on...recess went to library..do homework...after skul , stay bck...go spbt hv fun...laugh all de way...cause boon dey all la...we busy create name for each other..so duh la...after all..HOME TIME + HOMEWORK...finally done...can rest up my mind...

*hey all!! go listen MJ 'you are not alone'....all i can says is 'NICE'!!! *

suPpoRtz 梁文音!!!

she's getting cute n pretty...of course sings well..kakaz...support her always....

wenyin jia you!!!!

1/2 DowN - 1/2 Ok3y

"h3y y3nz u ok ma??" dis de question im asking myself during the whole day of skul..wth..i juz cant stop thinking abt sumthin...i know wat is actually happening around me...but i juz let it to be...2day busy wif my english exercise of course...i promise tcer to pass up de work by this friday so i hv to make it...promise means promise..

den during recess , went to library to help to stick de bar code...after dat , went to lab for science class..do experiment..not bad..my group manage to bring out the experiment...bt i feel down during this class...cause i saw sumthing that i shouldnt saw dao...its during when i on my way bringing ice bck to lab wif vengfei...den during addmaths , tcer go down for a while...so i hv chat wif chyanyan..i told her my feelings on that time..n draw it on a piece of paper...i told her wat happen...when i went bck to my own place , i saw dao sm smile at me..dunno wat so funny!!!! finally..tcer is bck..my mood remains down..no concentration on it...bt still gt do his homework la...lastly..bell rangs..HOME TIME!!..

bck to home of course happy la..yauyau would make me happy...juz finish cleaning up my room...n 2 topics of the english exercise...finally can rest up my mind...

overall..today is half ok half down...ok cause gt wk dey all jokes wif me...n wat i saw dao is ** also nt bad..still hv pk n sm around her...still gt laugh..happy..smile..better than nothing..

*sometimes there are things that doesnt belongs to u...no matter wat u do..the results will still de same....*

No sUbj3cTz

well..2day..sat..i din went to skul due to 5 reasons...!!

1) me..fei..kei..f.yee plan nt to go to skul..
2) i feel very boring if go skul
3) i wanna zZzZz...
4) havin argue wif **
5) dun wan to hv 'DOWN' face in front of my frend...

so...i went to burnfish hse to get the homework n do it at home..i end up din go anywhere...n din go to meet kei..cause dun hv de mood to go out...so jz stay at home n take care of my bao bei..after my homework , i watch tv..too bad that wenyin din win newcomer bt can get into the nominees oredi very good...jay also nt bad..3 awards..congrats!! after dat , company my sis to her frend hse to put medicine on my bao bei..cause tomolo gt dog show...we bringin her there to play n buy some stuff for her...so hv to put medicine on her body so that there were no 'kutu' suck her blood...

thats all for today..hv to zZzz...cause tomolo hv to wake up at 7.00am for de dog show...kakaz...


*2 de special and only person :
no need to apologize to me...if this is de way u talk to me , i cant control u..maybe is both of us also chg liao gua...u hv ur own world , i hv my own world..failed to be ur best frend i think....kai shi bu liao jie ni..i dun hv anything to say edi...n pls dun ever say dat kei onli can makes me happy..everyone can makes me happy too..juz depends on wat way dey treat me...if i makes u depressed..den sorry for it..u no need to take it so serious... you still hv kumkum..minmin..n sm..okie?? sorry if i says this will hurt u...i juz feel dat dey really good to u..can bring happiness to u too..furthermore...u nearly most of the time also wif them..im happy cause u finally found frends hu can give u fun n wont always argue wif u..i really feel dat i dun hv de 资格 ..sorry..

TraNsFoRm3rZ

well...well...well...today is open day..so i ask my mum to early reach skul cause i need to go watch transformers...hahaz...wif hyen..guanta(hyen hubby)..n fei...we reach mv around 10.45 like dat..nearly buy bu dao 11.00am ticket..but at last also buy dao..den 4 of us go buy McFlurry cause we dun really wanna take popcorn...the movie quite nice n got some part quite funny de..de fei laugh until very loud...so make me quite happy too..kakaz...den we also busy talk about the robot n car during the movie starts till finish...after movie , we went for lunch at little vietnam...suehyen skip her maths class man!!! den , waikei skips her class too n meet us at mv...she wanna go see her wallet that me and hyen goin to buy 4 her as her bday present...cant wait for next saturday man...5 of us goin for shabu shabu at kuchai lama...shun bian celebrate kei bday...must be fun...cool wei!!..den sumthing happen to me...so kei n fei decide to bring me go play at jusco...dat kei bring me play all those stupid stupid stuff that really makes me damn happy..after that , both of us take taxi to central..plan go 'yum cha' .... at 1st plan to go secret recipe...den starbucks...den at last we plan go papa kopitiam..finally , when we reach there , we went to LEO's ...we order banana split n their shop favourite toast to eat...cause both of us wanna hv ice-cream...we talks a lot...n 1 of the waiter talks with us also...hahaz..after dat , went to kei tuition centre to pick up her 'didi'...kakaz..at around 6.45 i went bck home...


* overall..i hv 15% fun 25% piss-off / fed-up 30% emo 30% down / upset.....

saD pLuz HapPy

happy cause finally finish all those project..n the NIE...teacher comment is :very nice...im so glad abt it...
sad cause i had fight with a guy..he say sumthing that hurts ppl feeling...im so mad abt it...he do apologize..bt i still thinking whether i wan to 4give him or nt?? im afraid he will repeat the same thing again...haiz...can anyone tell me wat should i do?? can u promise that u wont do it again?? today we din even talk to each other...for the 1st time...

HaNd iN pAiNz

hand pain la...cause busy copy-ing the 15pc karangan...now left 2 to go...continue tomolo ba...too tired now..haiya...this thursday need to go school library again..every monday n thursday i also must..no choice..go there of course to process books lo...hahaz...although very tired...bt the time pss very fast too..hahaz..i stop here le...hungry liao...wanna eat!!!

Nic3 tRipZz

last sunday...went to taman pertanian which also known as bukit cahaya at shah alam...go there of course for cycling n there de 4 seasons house lo...so tired man...i woke up at 6sumthing to prepare everything...den....during 7 sumthing i meet up wif fei n fei sis at my condo downstairs de mamak...i hv roti canai as breakfast...after that , we waited for hyen n hyen's dad brought us to kl sentral...we take ktm to there...reach there , we take taxi to the place..we reach early bt de bicycle we get almost cacat de...because there were too many ppl...hahaz...so they grab finish all nice bicycle..we went to paddy garden...animal garden..4 seasons house...n the most exciting thing is..we went to flying fox which cost us about rm6...so fun man...i go 1st..syok la..dere the road mostly all also go up hill de...we cycle till like hell...den we take a rest before goin to the seasons house...when we reach the seasons house , we were all happy because we finally get cool air...all of us were sweating the whole way cause the weather is too hot...after that , we plan to go bck cause over exhausted...we went to midvalley...we eat at yoyo snack..after shopping for a while , i went to ccy hse...cause we plan to eat at cowboy steakhouse...i hv mushroom chicken n drink(sour taste) as dinner...after dinner , ccy mum fetch me home..at home...i of course DO PIG LA!!zZzZz....